why'd you only call me when you're high (scarlet)

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY BLOODY GOD DID MOM TELL YOU THE, LIKE, VERY BIG NEWS?

sorry but i'm freaking out too
SHE AND ANDREAS ARE EXPECTING A BABY  like FOR REAL
i mean SHE IS FREAKING PREGNANT
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?
that's kinda gross too because it means that they still... ugh this is so gross to imagine them doing you-know-what

!!!!!!!!!!
we need to celebrate seriously I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE OUR MOM BEING PREGNANT AGAIN
andreas must be so grateful omg he wanted that since, like, forever
SCAR I THINK I MIGHT BE CRYING

first we can celebrate on our own like tonight but yeah next weekend would be perfect
we can suprise them
NO YOU KNOW SHE OR HE WILL BE BEAUTIFUL AND OVERCUTE AND LKDGHHLKDFH

"it is a strange thing
to love one’s damnation.
but perhaps not so strange,
when she is also your salvation."

I swear my heart just broke.

Fine, I won't. Sorry I sort of disappeared, I just had a lot of things to deal with. You know, family drama and shit. Seriously though, I love what I've read so far and it's not even the half of it. You must have been really heartbroken when writing these.

Is it ? I mean, you can't really write something you've never experienced, don't you think ? Maybe we could talk about it tomorrow, would you like to come over ?

kay nevermind. 2PM is cool, do you know where Olive lives ? It's somewhere in Chinatown, I can never remember the exact address.

Are you okay ?

just wondering